{on almost bursting into tears every 5 mins}

Seriously, what is up with my hormones anymore?
After I had Anderson, my hormones were all over the place.
{after about 8 months I saw some improvement}
 atleast with my ability to remain somewhat stable.

However, more recently, I drop the kids off,
get in my car and it takes everything in me to not burst into tears.
{seriously. every.day}

Then today, while heating up my lunch, there was talk about snow.
I said, "gesh sounds like Pittsburgh weather."
Someone said, "you are from Pittsburgh, how did you end up here."
{of course I give my last 10 year summary of living in Knoxville}.

Blah, blah, blah...
"I was going to do this with my degree, but didn't, bla...bla..bla...
& here I am, still just an ISC."

Coworker said, "well you did have 2 kids in that time too,
so you aren't just still an ISC."

"yes, thats true."
{had to come sit at my desk to eat and blog stalk}
because I almost burst into tears.
again.