{wow}?

yeah, wow. I went on my first job interview in ummm {a lot of years}.

i was nervous, very, very nervous.  

i am so insecure until i get that total reassurance factor. 

{maybe its the middle child syndrome in me}? OR maybe its anyone? {during my google+search+interview}, I realized the 'nervous' feeling is total human nature. 

Regardless, it went really well. 

My 'interviewer' noted that my resume spoke for itself which was a really uplifting compliment. 

I am not going to lie, I worked my booty off in college 

{& sometimes wished I partied a little more hardy}. Its okay though, I did have my fun, but kept my dedication to the reason for being there. I worked hard, served hard, and loved even harder. 

{something I hope my own children will do too}. & I was lucky enough to fall.in.love. 

triple.whammy!

Regardless of what happens, I loved today.

{I got a super sweet vibe} 

& the thought of providing private therapy excites me! 

I loved the challenge today brought & for a long time, appreciated that people really believe in that 'bachelors level.' 

I have so many emotions running through this blood-o-mine.  Keeping 2 beautiful kiddos under the age of 3 in line, trying to go back to work, keeping my marriage going, etc.  It's funny, the other day I was sitting around & realized that the last "date" my husband & I have been on was when we were at the beach, & before that was his 30th birthday. {WOW}. However, thats okay. 'Cuz I take full responsibility for accepting my our decisions as it comes to "us." We love our children.  We are okay with putting them first and some people just don't. {& thats okay, because we are all in our own situation}. 

{WOW, rambling}. 

Bottom line is that I am glad to be easy to please.  

My husband joined me with a glass of wine, errr or a few bottles & a nice dance party & I was in "awe" again. 

{sorta thought I was @ a frat party, but not gonna lie, loveeeed it}. 

Ironically, should I get this 'job,' I will be providing a lot of therapy as it relates to the family systems theory. 

'enough said. 

XOXO, 

Kate